Its exhausting to write in all caps theres no capslock option on this phone so i have to capitalize each words individually
you never hear a girl rejected by a guy say, “but i’m a nice person!”
not like all those cis white boiz whining, throwing out their deck of “nice guy” cards, wondering why the ladies aren’t amazed
when i was rejected in high school, this train of thought always rushed through my mind : “but aren’t i pretty and smart? aren’t i funny but sensible? aren’t i into video games and graphic novels? don’t my jeans fit right? aren’t i sensitive to others’ feelings? aren’t i sensual? aren’t i sexual? am i sexual enough? am i too sexual? isn’t my hair frizz-free? are my boobs big enough? is my stomach flat enough? am i interesting? …am i worthy?”
never once did younger me think “nice is enough”
Society teaches women that they have to gain a man’s attention, and if he’s not into her then it’s because something is wrong with her, while society teaches men that they are entitled to women’s affection and if they don’t get it then there is something wrong with her.
Tales of how I was working on this and when I zoomed out I screamed because apparently when I draw black eyes it turns out looking like Zuko’s eye
“In the name of Lord Death, this evil must be purged.”
It’s like one of my dreams to meet Aya and have her sign a bunch of shit and start bawling and tell her how much her music has moved me despite the fact I don’t even speak her language so she’ll probably think I’m crazy but oh well it’s never going to happen because she seemed to have disappeared off the face of the earth after 2006 unless there’s some hidden clue in Japanese on the internet or osmething w hy
why this
